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Past and Pending: My Fissure.

I went back.  The road was cold, fall's fading wind blowing hard on my face as I smoked to stay awake, swimming in my head and the radio, occasionally coming up for air to pick up the phone and mumble.  I left Chicago behind in my taillights to cross the great divide between you and I, running with my shoes untied, stumbling in thought back to where I left off, midsentence, midyawn, my hands on the steering wheel and staring.   
It seemed interminable, my imprisonment.  I stopped to take a piss halfway there and stretched my legs, lifted my head to the impossible sky scattered with tiny pinpricks of lig

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Journal Entry: Thu Apr 24, 2008, 8:52 PM
  • Listening to: iron and wine
  • Watching: my cat wage war on the blinds
there is no sweat like the sweat we make together.

it's been a while. i've been neglecting journals since about november, i guess i'm trying to find my way through all of this blindly. in a couple weeks i'm off to colorado to restart, unplug everything, learn a different kind of work, make my body ache until i fall asleep, keep my guitar close and everything else at a distance.

in the past four months or so i have felt so loved. leaving it is difficult, but now that i know what it looks like, what it tastes and smells like, i think i can hold out until august.

nothing has ever felt this right.

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  • Current Age: Almost old enough to know better
  • Current Residence: 1:45 AM
  • Interests: things that are interesting.
  • Favourite movie: factory girl, city of god, i <3 huckabees, fear and loathing
  • Favourite band or musician: mr. bird, paul john ringo and george, morrison & co, elliott smith, shins, radiohead, spoon
  • Favourite poet or writer: bukowski
  • Shell of choice: down comforter
  • Tools of the Trade: eyes, ears, hands lips, skin

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~shes-a-vamp:iconshes-a-vamp: Apr 24, 2008, 8:53:48 PM
agreed. thanks for stopping by. :heart:

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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
~Self-Intoxication:iconSelf-Intoxication: Apr 9, 2008, 9:22:42 PM
Bukowski is the best.

*_*
~shes-a-vamp:iconshes-a-vamp: Mar 7, 2008, 9:54:10 AM
thank you! it was a pretty hilarious moment in my life, because he was a fairly large guy. (but to be fair, he was drunk...)

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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
*b1gfan:iconb1gfan: Mar 2, 2008, 12:47:56 AM Mood: Love
To the asshole who poured....great great great...hit him again is all i can say.... i want to read about it!
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!amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 3:49:32 AMFlagged as spam
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Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~shes-a-vamp:iconshes-a-vamp: Jan 22, 2008, 5:05:18 PM
no can do. i live in milwaukee now.

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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
~shes-a-vamp:iconshes-a-vamp: Dec 3, 2007, 5:11:36 PM
i would love some.

and does the 3rd count the one you drank for me? if not, get on it.

:heart: you're the best.

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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
~metrovisual:iconmetrovisual: Dec 3, 2007, 7:25:20 AM
yeah - i suppose i thought two
DA profiles just wasn't enough.

:heart:

ps: i'm on my 3rd cup of coffee,
you want some?

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if you cannot be kind, be vague.

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~onthemetro:icononthemetro: Nov 29, 2007, 11:16:07 AM
i would love it.

you drink, i'll misspell the big words
& pass them off as poetry.

:heart:

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if you cannot be kind, be vague.

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~ourbleedingangel:iconourbleedingangel: Mar 8, 2007, 11:38:43 AM
Like I said, you deserve it. There are but a handful of individuals able to unleash the emotions that glorious poetry should. The anguish, sorrow, clenching hate, even esctasy. It is rare, and you are fortunate to control it in a way that leaves me breathless when I read it.

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The artful dodger strikes again!
~shes-a-vamp:iconshes-a-vamp: Dec 18, 2006, 9:31:43 AM
thank you very much, i'm quite flattered.

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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
~ANON-Y-MOUS:iconANON-Y-MOUS: Dec 15, 2006, 5:00:49 AM
hi, ive just been reading some of your work. its amazing, really. your incredibly talented. i hope you dont mind that i friended you. :-)

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Fate makes fools of us all. And it's rather fun to watch.
~dirty-laundry:icondirty-laundry: Nov 22, 2006, 3:13:45 PM
heh i apoligize for being so...forward.

=0

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i want a kick at the machine, that made you piss away your dreams.
~methariel:iconmethariel: Oct 29, 2006, 1:20:50 AM Mood: Love
can you see my mood?--->
no more to say ;)

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fuck it all.

"Maybe you should kiss someone nice, or lick a rock, or both."
~shes-a-vamp:iconshes-a-vamp: Oct 28, 2006, 7:15:11 PM
-laughs- thank you brian.

it's what i do to calm down, i suppose.

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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
~smokingparrot:iconsmokingparrot: Oct 23, 2006, 1:30:47 PM
I had no idea you were such a skilled poet. and i've only know you for what, 7.5 years or something like that. seriously, you've got some talent there.
~Majestic922:iconMajestic922: Oct 7, 2006, 12:34:32 PM
where am I? In what sense? physically, mentally? ;p

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:headbang: You were born an original, don't die a copy. :worship:

I love:
:love: :cd: :tunes: :beer: :kiss: :heart: :cuddle: :flageu: :butterflytwo: :frail:

I hate:
:heartbreaker: :surrender: :threaten: :backstab:

I'm outtie!
:peace:
~shes-a-vamp:iconshes-a-vamp: Oct 7, 2006, 10:18:41 AM
Thank you. You always come around at the strangest times. But the most appropriate ones.

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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
~shes-a-vamp:iconshes-a-vamp: Oct 7, 2006, 10:18:02 AM
I'm back!

Where are you?

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i'd love to get inside your head, but i've misplaced my scalpel..
~Majestic922:iconMajestic922: Oct 6, 2006, 10:49:13 AM
yur back!

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:headbang: You were born an original, don't die a copy. :worship:

I love:
:love: :cd: :tunes: :beer: :kiss: :heart: :cuddle: :flageu: :butterflytwo: :frail:

I hate:
:heartbreaker: :surrender: :threaten: :backstab:

I'm outtie!
:peace:
~etamnanki:iconetamnanki: Oct 5, 2006, 4:13:24 PM
Probably a little late in calling... or just dropping by, I guess. 'Tis days and weeks and months that have aged...

Fresh, pulsating and crimson blood once more flows into my eyes after spending so much time in slumber. The world has drunkedly appeared before me again like a nightmare oozing from the bottom of the unfathomable sea...

I twitch, twist, turn and writhe on the floor as the maddening sounds seep into my ears... filling my head with the voices I drowned in my sleep.

Although birth is naturally accompanied by pain, i'd wouldn't wish to feel anything else at this point. The bitter, acid taste of repressed thoughts tingling the tip of my tongue as it runs from my own lips...

It's a miracle in its own right, awaken to find you again... and though it hurts to be gone... I was never really there.

Casting aside those disperate thoughts, though... i'm glad that you're around again... even as I have come to take a peek around these places. If eyes could smile, mine would be grinning uncontrollably as they read your work. Take care and congrats on the awesomeness of the new tat :)

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"...It was said that his hatred for the living was so intense,
that his shadow would go out and kill while he slept...
And not return until he next awoke."
~magpiemischief:iconmagpiemischief: Sep 27, 2006, 10:52:57 PM
It won't let me look at any of your effing mature contect poems. Damnit.
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