naked

i want you naked.

i want you filthy and crying,
i want your thoughts, raw and ragged
dripping down your chin --
i want your bloodstained face
buried in my lap,
fingers tearing at my skin --
gasping for anything,
oh god anything,
but the truth.

i want your eyes gouged
your throat purged --
i want to tear through your system.

i want you naked,

i want you ashamed,
i want your sadness, your regret.
i want your hopes to spill
from your lips, salty as tears,
thick as blood --
in puddles all around me.
i want to tear your secrets
from your tongue  --
decode them, rip through them.
i want you, real,

i want you naked.