~shes-a-vamp

there is no sweat like the sweat we make together.

it's been a while. i've been neglecting journals since about november, i guess i'm trying to find my way through all of this blindly. in a couple weeks i'm off to colorado to restart, unplug everything, learn a different kind of work, make my body ache until i fall asleep, keep my guitar close and everything else at a distance.

in the past four months or so i have felt so loved. leaving it is difficult, but now that i know what it looks like, what it tastes and smells like, i think i can hold out until august.

nothing has ever felt this right.